In the name of L-O-V-E

Valentine's day is near.. But i don't think that day has any special meaning for me. Not anymore.. When i was a teenage girl with shallow mind - it was a day i couldnt wait.. Now, any other day can be a V-day What would you do for Love? Do you realize that relationship is risky? In fact you almost risk everything you have for love... Keep on reading.. You'll find out what risk.

1. You risk your FEELING- what makes you think that you & your partner will eventually married? huhu... anything can happen. He/She might one day confesses he/she has no more feeling for you. You give all your heart, he/she might loose it.
2. You risk your TIME - you sacrifice all you time with him/her but in the end, not as what u expected.
   
3. You risk your MONEY - no need to explain this. You knew better.
   
4. You risk your PRIDE - who with who is a fav subject among people. But the hottest one would be who dumped who.. Am i right? Hide your face if this happen..
   
5. You risk your FAMILY - some people leave their family in order to be with the one. What happen if your partner also leave you one day? ermmm...
   
6. You risk your FAITH - yup, in the case of different faith. This is the ultimate risk. Is it worth it?
   

Well, i am totally aware of these risks. I examined each aspect of it. Guess the relationship that i have now quite risky too.. but i will carry on. Because i believe in my love. I'll risk in the name of LOVE. After all, risky = exciting. What about you?

*whisper* i'm moody today

I woke up late-around 11.30 am simply because i slept very late last night. Don't blame me. Blame this blog. Ahah! Guess this is my new little obsession (huhu.. as far as i concern, obsession doesn't last long)... i just created Sayau Forever last night!

Anyway, as i intro myself in 'about myself', i do have complicated emotions. Early morning today, i had a little communication with this SOMEONE that made me cry. I hate myself for crying but crying always been a part of me since my mum past away. Tears have been my best friend ever since. I had to admit this - sometimes i do love crying because it relieves me. Sorry, but my heart is so fragile- please don't hurt me...

I took a short nap just now- & i dreamed i met my man. Such a wonderful dream. But you know what? that SOMEONE that i mentioned b4 is HIM. Such a pain when you really love that someone and when that someone did something that you don't really like, you have to accept it because you love him - you call it sacrifice. And it is such a habit to always misunderstood one another when we are far from each other. Everything seems not okay. But when we are together, life is like heaven. Is that because of love? Or it is because of lust? can you tell me?

p/s: i really miss him

~ INTROduction~

Yeah..introduction to my blog.. ahah! this is surely not the first (& the last..) blog i've created. Guess this is the 3rd or 4th blog. Why i stopped blogging before? Huhahuha... mayb i was out of ideas, out of the blog feeling or mayb i was just tired of story telling? nah.. don't mind about it coz i think now i have a few ideas on what i want to blog. Believe me...

Okay, first thing first:

1) why Sayau Forever?
In Iban sayau means LOVE. So, together, sayau forever is LOVE FOREVER. Exactly what i feel now. I feel the love inside me. Not just sayau to THAT someone special but also sayau to other significant people in my life. I dedicated this blog to all of them.. I love myself (like what people says must love oneself b4 love other), love my family (my late mum, my dad, my brothers, my grandparents, my uncles, aunties, cousins), love my man, my friends and ohhh...should never forget this one..my GOD, my Saviour (Amen..).. Without LOVE, without SAYAU, this world will end..

2) Second thing... oppsss... my mind suddenly blank! really... there's this second thing i want to write in my this intro but seems i've lost it... dussshhhh... kill me.. i am such a forgetful person. Not yet old but forgetful. How can i become a good teacher (oppsss... i didnt intro myself yet)..

Suddenly remember - COnTEnts! yup.. in this blog i don't hope just to write about a single topic but i'll write everything and anything that i feel i want to share. C'mon guys & girls, i'll narract, u read & critic - i'm okay... really i be alright. Comments are all welcome.

3) third - who i want to read this blog?
ahahahaha... i dont think people will read my blog because what i write here might be nonsense... but if u accidentally stumble upon my blog, THANK YOU for YOUR ATTENTION.. :-) ahakss.. im so pleased if only you just could scan even without actually reading.. well, i'm not a good writer, but i you would like what you see, i'm honoured.. hehehehe.. i'm blushing here... TQ once again..

4) SuMmaRY
a few words to close this intro - Sayau forever - keep this in OUR mind. God bless... muuahhh..